People: How are you, they ask, and I answer with the conforming words, fine thanks. What would ever happen if I stopped and stared right into their eyes and told them the sad stories of my day, the happy whispers of the air and just tell them how I really am.

God forbid, I ever answer, “I’m not good”, they get scared, why you may ask, well simply because there’s a possibility that I might ask for their help.

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Moving on, I hate my fucking sister. I think she has this mission, she wants to kill Pepe (my parrot, blue crowned), I mean it has to be that. The poor bird has bled for 3 consecutive fucking days through its wings, because the asshole guy that clipped his wings (which I wont ever do again), who is supposedly and expert, I mean that’s what he does for a living, clipped them too much, and my sister keeps scaring him, by acting like an idiot and doing things like slamming the door, dropping shit and screaming like a neurotic fucking brat, Pepe falls because he gets scared and gets hurt. I get all nervous when I see him bleeding.

What you’re reading sounds inhumane no? Well it is. I think my sister, who’s ten, must be mentally retarded, fucking bitch, or so she acts whenever she’s “hyper”. Honestly I don’t even believe in fucking “hyperactivity”, or whatever the doctors call it, it’s just a name to excuse reckless behavior. Of course, she is grounded, but I just hope Pepe gets better.

My little sister was already involved with the death of Tuti, my other parrot, who unfortunately died, so she better chill out this time because if anything happens to that parrot its going to be over for her. Not that I love the parrot more than I love her, but enough is enough.

Now don’t get the wrong idea, I know it sounds like my sister is a criminal and what not; a bird abuser but she is just stupid. A stupid fucking idiot that wants to do whatever she wants whenever she wants.

I’m pissed right now…the words that my brain is spilling aren’t exactly pleasant, but seeing my pet, whom I don’t want to fucking die, bleeding and being fucking sad unnecessarily, pisses the shit out of me.