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<< | 2001-05-17 @ 6:09 p.m. | >>
Bearing Pains Calmly..

Im so bored of everything, i want school to end already, im so sick of it, cant stand anything anymore. I dont like being in school, i dont like to b here, i dont like anything.

Im tired of being tired, sick of being sick and just so fucking full of it. This is the time when i feel like i dont want to b anywhere...just stop everything or whatever. Anything but this. So much nothing...so much crap.

They say that teenagers arent sympathetic to Authority figures until they become one. Well i can deal with authority figures but not with ... ...no i cant. I CANT deal with authority figures, i hate it, i know how to b submissive but inside im what you may call rebellious. Ill follow directions yet whenever i have the chance and right of expressing my true opinions without causing any "rebuke" i do. When i dont like someone i always have the perfect sarcastic answer that can bother the hell out of them, but i stop myself and just stay quiet, which sucks because ussually i loose my patience. There's always a day in which you stop bearing pains calmly without complains and you let it all out...im waiting for my day to come, im waiting for that chance and i wont let it pass by. You express the deepest thoughts you thought you could never pronounce to whoever your subject is, u release all the shit, all the crap youve been taking. So much hate in us, so much anger, never satisfaction.

That day will come and it will b SOME day, because ill explode like an H-bomb, i wont let it pass by because its tiring to bear pains calmly.