finally sitting here with you in a corner, to tell you all that ive been feeling and hiding for what seems like years.

It all seems gray inside yet all colorfull outside. Sometimes i cant distinguish happines from sadness. I get lost in emotions.

Manipulated by brain in worse shape than mine, laughing at it and maybe enjoying it; truly wishing it could stop.

Some privacy, keeping my thoughts alone, in a box with real gold ribbons, sparkles and sweet tears of happiness.

Not falling ever, not leaving ever, not letting go. Always here.

Much more secure, better than ever...

i guess strong, but not strong enough.

Keeping it honest. Hopefully next time it will be better....it will all be better

Thank You. Thank you all, him, you, her and just all. All of us.

Will i ever make sense? Only you know.