The saddest and bewst feeling is when your monitor all of a sudden encounters a website with a black background and while it loads you see your beautiful reflection and you smile with utter satisfaction...

yep thats me...sad isnt it? I love myself a little too much, especially when i look hot...like today. I got my toes done, my hands, my hair...

manicure, pedicure...cosmoslut

I love my toes...they look fantastic, its the best feeling to know ur not a dirty bitch...**clears throat** like some people around me.

I talked to him last night, i told him about my dream/nightmare, which was that he told me the nastiest things, that he didnt want to be with me, to stop fucking bothering him, that he was sick and tired of me....whewwwwf, good thing it was just a dream.

I still managed to get depressed over that dream...i told him about it. He told me that he would never do that...*sure* and u know the tipical guy shit i expected.

i want him

badly

i almost need him

im at school, hungry with no $,i look good though...lol....and...

ughhhhhhhhh

let me go.