I guess that as time goes by, and we get older, we learn to accept things the way they are and just shut up. Or we just quit the "mission" we thought were were meant to carry out on this world...we get tired.

Today I was hurt. I didnt show it much though, they noticed, because obviously they know me; someone said something kind of unpleasant and stupid to me..."a minority". I didnt even reply to the comment, the rest, were bothered by the comment and said what they felt.

I didnt make a big deal of it, but i was about to start crying if i hadnt started to think about happier things.

I knew that if i opened my mouth to reply anything about what he had said, we wouldve have ended up arguing big time and even made a scene, so i just shutup.

Shutting up, is not my typical reaction, i have a big mouth when i want, but i guess today i decided to leave things the way they were. I feel a knot in my throat, ignorance repulses me.

He said he was sorry and that he didnt mean what he said after he realized everyone thought of him as an asshole. It wasnt enough for me though, because i know he didnt mean it. Ill just go on and avoid him for as long as i can. Danielle, his gf, was embarassed, she has no reason to.

He is an ok guy, but whenever he feels like it, he acts like an idiot.

Anyway, Pepe is getting better, we slept together this morning. Isnt that cute?

Heh just picture me sleeping while Pepe (parrot) tries to wake me up by biting my pj's and screaming my name.

Big AWWW please.

Thankx.